These few days had been the most hectic days of my life and it's just the second month of 2013. There are two things that keeps on lingering in my mind and I do not know what to do about it. I just feel like I'm living in hell. I know I would feel better if I could express my feelings to someone but I just can't find that someone to do so. So, I would express it right here in my blog instead.
First of all, is the PLKN. Actually I don't really mind being choosen for the PLKN. However, it really sucks when I'm not given the first batch. I sent a letter asking them to change me to the first
batch but it got rejected. I was really frustrated and angry. "Why?", I tought. It's really not fair. There are a number of peple who would skip the first batch. I really hate that letter of rejection. Now, I feel that the PLKN a burden making my life more misserable. Hopefully now I would be able to get the second batch instead.
Forget about that PLKN problem. Now, there is another thing that really bothers me. It always pops up in my mind whenever I am alone and bored. It's my SPM result. Haiz.... I don't know what's the matter with me. I think that I am taking it too seriously and it really makes me stressed out. To be honest, on the first day of the examination itself I cried after the first paper ( BM ). I seriously tought that I wrote the essay out of topic. And till today it still bother's me. It makes me have sleepless nights and I end up with two panda eyes the next day at work. The main problem is I don't feel sleepy although I have only about five hours of sleep. It's fortunate that my eyes didn't become puffy.
I truly understand that everyone have their own problems. It's just the matter of letting go. Hopefully that tomorrow would turn out to be a better day for me and those around me. Let's just pray for the best. With luck,all our problems would be solved. As the saying goes, every cloud has a silver lining.
First of all, is the PLKN. Actually I don't really mind being choosen for the PLKN. However, it really sucks when I'm not given the first batch. I sent a letter asking them to change me to the first
batch but it got rejected. I was really frustrated and angry. "Why?", I tought. It's really not fair. There are a number of peple who would skip the first batch. I really hate that letter of rejection. Now, I feel that the PLKN a burden making my life more misserable. Hopefully now I would be able to get the second batch instead.
Forget about that PLKN problem. Now, there is another thing that really bothers me. It always pops up in my mind whenever I am alone and bored. It's my SPM result. Haiz.... I don't know what's the matter with me. I think that I am taking it too seriously and it really makes me stressed out. To be honest, on the first day of the examination itself I cried after the first paper ( BM ). I seriously tought that I wrote the essay out of topic. And till today it still bother's me. It makes me have sleepless nights and I end up with two panda eyes the next day at work. The main problem is I don't feel sleepy although I have only about five hours of sleep. It's fortunate that my eyes didn't become puffy.
I truly understand that everyone have their own problems. It's just the matter of letting go. Hopefully that tomorrow would turn out to be a better day for me and those around me. Let's just pray for the best. With luck,all our problems would be solved. As the saying goes, every cloud has a silver lining.
